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DEATH SEX AND RAIN

by Barret C. Stolte

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1.
I'm driving in my car, is it raining where you are? I don't even wonder why everything we ever try always seems to go our way I'm talking to you, you're talking to me I'm talking to you, you're talking to me This is the only thing we do, this is the only thing we do Don't call me on the phone, don't leave me all alone Cuz there is something out tonight--in the streets and out of sight--something that is just not right I'm talking to you, you're talking to me I'm talking to you, you're talking to me This is the only thing we do, this is the only thing we do I kiss you in my car, it's raining where we are And I don't even wonder why everything we ever try always seems to go our way I'm talking to you, you're talking to me I'm talking to you, you're talking to me This is the only thing we do, this is the only thing we do
2.
It comes at this time every year. It's not good, I would, it's never good. It used to be all the time. Gone down downtown, round and round. Eat chocolate with your cigarette. Rain rain the same, again and again. This car will never take us far. Be bolder, shoulder, don't hold her. Too dark to see the city now. Bright white contrite, tonight's not my night. Eat chocolate with your cigarette. Laugh track to stack, lack tact, gone black. I run away, I run away, I run away, I run away, but I came back.
3.
I Will Wait 02:58
There's one hour left until the end of the night, all the clocks ahead fifteen minutes fast. There's a look in the eyes of the dead--they don't listen to the call of the end. I will wait until my vision is my own. There's a blur in my eyes. I will wait until I've done what I must do. I will wait for you. I saw you in the street, you smelled like cheap perfume. The rain can't wash away the rotten stench of booze. There's a guy who will not leave you alone, it might be time to see you home. I will wait until my vision isn't red. There's a look in your eye. I will wait until you've done what you must do. I will wait for you. I will wait until my vision isn't red. There's a bruise on my head. I will wait until I have nothing to do. I will wait for you.
4.
Dirty Road 02:20
I was in a place I couldn't leave She tied my hands behind my lowered head I can feel her breathing on my neck She can feel my breathing in her hands On this dirty road, on this Sunday night Sometime after midnight, I am free The desert is a cold and lonely place I am looking all around the sky She has left me looking at the night On this dirty road, on this Monday morn'. On this whiskey high, on this dirty road I was in a place I couldn't leave
5.
The summer has begun at last--the days are so much longer than before With you I can't go wrong, even if we aren't worth shit I told you that this was the last time, the last time #31 You looked so good in the sun. You make me look better, too. You make this night my favorite thing Mosquitoes on your chest, isn't summer fun? Oh yeah, it's fucking fun The summer makes me feel so great, it gives me lots to do I think I will do you, #31 You told me not to stop before you're through, but that's what happens when I'm loving you Why did you put your clothes back on? I guess I fucked the summer up again You make this night my favorite thing Mosquitoes on your chest, isn't summer fun? Oh yeah, it's fucking fun
6.
Night or Day 02:39
Some kind of ending, or just the start? This message sending to my poor heart When this is all gone, I'll write it down I've waited too long, can't live without night or day Night or day Take me to the ocean, take me from here I've got no emotions to interfere with night or day Night or day
7.
Please take a minute to grieve these moments that we won't receive When will you leave me again? Sweet dreams and letters you should send You knew before you ever left, you knew before that was the end Please don't go We don't know Please don't go Tell me the feelings you lack, filled with the guilt of looking back Nothing could ever be real, long nights of living the surreal Back yard at night, no broken doors, drugs kicking in, walk to the store Please don't go We don't know Please don't go Something has broken, it seems. Long nights with nothing but bad dreams Things came unraveled too soon, so unexpected losing you You knew before you ever left, I see it now, this was the end Please don't go We both know Please don't go
8.
You know I'm not a model citizen I don't do what they want I don't go to the places that they want me to, and I don't make the same mistake twice Nothing sticks around for good, even when it really should Things are ending every day, I say fuck it all away You're not getting your dream job You're never gonna fall in love Your credit rating marks you as an unfit person who'll never make a wise investment Nothing sticks around for good, even when it really should Things are ending every day, I say fuck it all away We can try all our lives to beat them at a game that we're not supposed to win But I say fuck it all away until it's better, or I get too tired to give a fuck Nothing sticks around for good, even when it really should Things are ending every day, something good please come this way I know what we need to do--never fucking be like you Past is prologue anyway, I say fuck it all away

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released August 18, 2017

Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Nicholas Matta in Portland, Oregon
Feb 28 - July 24, 2017

Executive Producer: Decrypted Savant

All songs written and performed by Barret C. Stolte


Nicholas Matta: hi-hat on Dirty Road, additional percussion/backing vocals on Fuck It All Away

Damian Driscoll: electric guitar/backing vocals on Fuck It All Away

Photos by Mercedes Womack, 7/20/17
Cover design by Nicholas Matta

Thanks: Nicholas Matta, Damian, Peggy Lou, Heather, Mercedes, Ken, my children, Ash Street Saloon ('94-'17), fans/friends/family

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Barret C. Stolte Portland, Oregon

Barret C. Stolte was born and raised in Hillsboro, Oregon and has performed music in the Portland area since he was a teen in the early 90's. Primarily a rock bassist, he started playing guitar in his mid 20's just for fun. He continues to perform with mutliple bands, as well as his solo shows when invited to do so. ... more

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